Tuesday, November 22, 2011

It’s better to fulfill dreams and make something hopeless than forget about it and live in fear... - I am putting this off for a while.Ok?


I have always followed my dreams, I know it is bad to chase your young ideality; however I have always wanted one thing. It is the thing that I will never tell anybody, but it has been there ever since. From an early age I wanted my dream to come true so badly. School depressed me, it was like a prison for kids, I was counting the minutes to get away from that institution. The kids there were different, I was different, probably because I rebelled against everything that seemed to be popular at that time. I thought differently.  I still can catch myself thinking differently…I wonder how it would feel to meet myself as in a real life person. Would I like myself? Would we be friends?

Is it because of the weather or a huge pile of homework that I keep putting off, but I feel so worn out. I feel so terribly tired, tired of university, food, the same view, waking up every morning, counting my minutes, worrying about my grades, worrying in general…

My life is not monotonic; it is full of unfinished work. How come the fall break seemed to be so long ago?

 Please, be my bed

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